I confess, I’ve had to ponder.
Who to address this letter to.
A letter to her diagnosing Doctor.
Dear Doctor - was that you?
Was it you, my old GP?
I'll not forget that day.
When I walked into your rooms alone,
‘Death' was all you had to say.
Perhaps it was that obstetrician.
His arrogance unsurpassed.
Or the genetic counsellor who pushed us
To do an amnio, and fast.
Was it the specialist at the hospital?
The one they ‘give all these cases to’.
I guess it doesn’t really matter,
Dear Doctors - this is for you:
Did you think before you spoke?
Did you pause for just a bit?
Though you knew my daughter’s sex
You referred to her as ‘it’.
‘It’ was ‘likely abnormal’.
‘Just can try again’ you said
Then you listed off the reasons why
Our girl was better off dead.
When we made it clear (again)
That abortion was off the table
You asked if we’d prefer her kept comfortable
As best as you were able.
You implied it would be merciful
That it was the kindest thing to do
Though it meant our daughter starving to death
Somehow that seemed better to you.
Better than a life with Down syndrome
“Completely incapable, she’ll never belong"
A fate worse than death you’d have had me believe
You could not possibly have been more wrong.
I think I’d like you to meet her
I think I’d like you to see
The little girl that you wrote off
Is doing just brilliantly.
She’s bright and she’s capable
She’s resilient and she's strong
She’s our shimmer and our sparkle
She’s our joy and she's our song.
Her big sister just adores her
Though she loves to steal her toys
And she snares hearts at every outing
Giving hugs and spreading joy
Her doctors think she’s amazing
She waves them ‘Hi’ and blows a kiss
She’s bright as a button and always alert
There’s nothing that she'll miss.
I think back to what you told me
I mull over what was said.
And I’ve come up with an alternative,
That you should have said instead:
“Dear Parents of a child with Down syndrome,
This child will change your life
She’ll challenge everything you think you know
Bring you joy and cause you strife
There is heartbreak in this diagnosis
But that will ebb with time
Very soon you feel so proud and humbled,
To be able to call her ‘mine’.
She’ll never fail to surprise you
With her resilience and her might
And when she succeeds, and know that she will,
She'll keep battling on to fight.
It might seem as though this will be scary
That it is a difficult road to tread
Just love her, cherish her, snuggle her and breathe
Treat her as a child, not a diagnosis instead.
Dear Parents, your baby is precious
An exquisite butterfly flying out in the wild
You are specially blessed to have such a gem
Congratulations on your beautiful child."
A 2013 study found that almost 1-in-4 families with a prenatal #downsyndrome diagnosis had a medical professional who was insistent on terminating the pregnancy.
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I'm a stay at home mum of two living in Melbourne, Australia. My girls and I fill our days with games, craft, baking and Disney movies. We love the weekends because then Daddy is home and we get to do fun things like have showers and sleep-ins! Still, I wouldn't trade it for the world. I blog at https://beautifullittlesoulsblog.wordpress.com- Kathleen Simpkins